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I still remember the way my heart sank when you told me you no longer wanted to be with me. What’s funny is that I saw it coming, you were acting so different in the end. Yet, I still wasn’t prepared for that heartbreak. Genuinely the worst feeling ever, watching someone fall head over heels over you to wanting absolutely nothing with you. I just wish I could go back to the beginning, when I was all you ever wanted.
I stayed with you for so long throughout the bullshit because I was torn between not giving up on the person that I loved, and coming to terms with the fact that the person that I loved no longer existed inside of the body that I was staring at every day, and I don’t give a fuck what anyone says…that’s a really difficult and painful thing to wrap your brains around. It takes a while to believe it.
chained-heart-deactivated202311:
Maybe I’m not meant for anyone after all.
c / all time does is pass
The worst pain is still being in love with someone but not being with them. Having to love them from a distance. Having to close the chapter you never wanted to end.
(via narcotic)